Friday, December 20, 2013

Update On Me!

Hello fabulous Superheroes! 

It's been a little while since I've made any noise and I am SO sorry for my absence! Unfortunately, my Lupus has caused my kidneys to fail so I've been in the hospital for the past two weeks. It sucks even more because there is a strong possibility that I'm going to be here for Christmas. Either way, I'm just going to keep positive and keep busy!

I started dialysis this week and man, it's tough! I did it Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday and now Friday where I am currently writing this blog. It doesn't hurt or anything but it's very draining on the body. It feels like the machine is slowly sucking out my energy instead of just filtering out my blood. But anyway, now that I'm doing dialysis, I'm being put on a renal diet. I just received some papers on my diet and now I see I'm going to have to get very creative with my food because the renal diet cuts out SO many of the things that I like!

In a renal (kidney) diet, I have to avoid foods and drinks high in potassium and phosphorus as well as limit my liquid intake. Now, that's not too horrible, but I still have a weakness for convenient food and juices so this is going to be a big adjustment. For starters, I'm going to have to cut out potatoes because they are high in potassium. I can't even have sweet potatoes, which are my favorite! Other high potassium foods that I can't have contain all nuts, tomatoes, mangos (another favorite of mine), milk/yogurt, CHOCOLATE, kiwi (another favorite), bananas, pumpkin, oranges and an assortment of beans. One thing that I really love to drink are Gatorades and I can't have that because it contains phosphorus! 

I also have to avoid fast food (obviously). A lot of fast food and processed food contains a lot of phosphorus. So I have to say goodbye to potato chips, hot dogs, nachos with cheese, chicken nuggets, pop tarts, ice cream, granola (even healthy granola), pizza, Nutri-Grain bar, donuts and basically everything else that I used to stuff my face with. 

Lastly, I have to watch my fluid intake. At the current moment, I'm not sure what my limit is but I know that I can't drink as much water as I want to anymore. According to the papers I got, I have to measure my fluids and stop when I have reached my daily limit. I thought that I could get away with just eating ice once I reached my limit but apparently anything that can be a liquid at room temperature can be counted towards the daily limits. This includes ice, ice cream, popsicles, and even JELLO!

This is definitely going to be something new for me. I'm going to have to get a cookbook and experiment with different types of foods since I pretty much have to use fresh products. I am now on a renal/low sodium diet and when I incorporate that with exercise, I'm sure the weight will practically evaporate. I'm definitely hoping to finally reach my goal in 2014 but for now, my main focus is taking care of my body and hope that my kidneys can repair themselves! At the end of the day, everything will be alright. They don't call me Superwoman for no reason!!

xoxo,

SUPERWOMAN

Monday, November 25, 2013

Every Step Matters

Aloha, Superheroes!

As I am dealing with really bad water retention due to my kidneys being weird on me, I decided to look up motivational things to help me feel a little better instead of negatively dwelling on my situation. No one likes a Negative Nancy, do they? Of course not!

As I stated on my fitness page yesterday, I am going to start weekly fitness tests to measure my progress instead of focusing heavily on the scale. I want to start training myself to look beyond the scale because once I reach my goal weight (which will be eventually), the scale won't move anymore so I need to be satisfied with other things. 

One thing that I DEFINITELY want to do in 2014 is participate in a 5K race. I've been wanting to do this for SO long and as soon as I started training for it, my lupus had other plans and put me in the hospital for 5 months and I lost my ability to walk. But now, I'm back with a vengeance! I haven't been walking for a full year yet, but I am determined to train myself to walk those 3.2 miles in the shortest time possible!

Anyway, I wanted to make this blog post to remind myself and anyone else who has had a medical setback that every step that you take in your recovery is major progress.  Sometimes it's hard for me to be patient with my body but I always fail to remember how far I've come and I'm damn proud of myself. I didn't have much help from physical therapy due to my insurance so I was given an ultimatum: either do nothing about it or do it myself. I obviously chose to own my life!

Here is where I started:








(I took this picture as my Before photo when I was doing DDP Yoga. I was trying to raise my leg and touch my toes to test my flexibility but my legs were SO weak I could hardly raise it off of the ground! I've definitely come a good ways)

And here I am on most days today:







(Sidenote: Being able to cross my legs was a HUGE NSV for me! It's now natural and I do it without even thinking about it when I sit down lol)


So there you have it. I'm not where I want to be but I'm so much more farther than anyone thought I'd be. I've truly learned that the human body is capable and can withstand ALMOST anything. It's your MIND that you have to convince. You can sometimes be your own worst enemy and once you get your mind in check, absolutely NOTHING can stop you if you want it bad enough. 

What is the thing that I want the most? A sexy body? Not really. Being able to wear cute clothes? Probably not because I have no fashion sense. To get a guy's attention? Of course not because I like to be invisible most of the time. The thing I want most is a better quality of life. A healthy quality of life. A FULL LIFE. I simply want to live.

In the simplest terms, they don't call me Superwoman for no reason. 
I earned that title.

xoxo,

Superwoman

Thursday, November 14, 2013

Superwoman Approved Fitness Apps!

Hi everyone!

I figured since I'm in the hospital and can't work out at the moment, I'd write a blog post to keep you all on your toes. Here are a few of my favorite fitness apps!

1. Gorilla Workout
Okay, this one so far is my favorite. I actually just started this and it's pretty darn great. It targets different areas in each workout and it's pretty challenging too! It's only $0.99 so it's a great steal!

2. Zombies, Run!
This by far is one of the coolest apps that I like. I mostly use it on my stationary bike since I don't run but it's still a great workout nonetheless. I just strap my iphone or ipod to my leg and pedal away, hoping to not be caught by zombies! It has a storyline so there's this narration thing of a person speaking to you since you're the only known survivor. Your goal is to pick up items to build your base and evade the mobs of zombies!

3. 7 Minute Workout
Need a quick HIIT workout? 7 Minute workout will definitely do the trick. It consists of 12 high intensity exercises ranging from jumping jacks to wall sits that will get your heart rate up and have your body burning calories in no time. I believe it was $1.99 (although there are free alternatives that are kind of like this).

4. Workout Trainer
This is a cool, free app also. There's also a website that goes with it called Skimble in case you want to track from your computer. This gives you plenty of different workouts to you so that you NEVER get bored. I'm talking about full workouts that times your reps and everything! It's definitely great to have if you're looking for a workout to do that doesn't involve a lot of equipment or if you're on vacation!


5. Nike Training Club
So if you want to do a few workouts that will leave you on "BOSS" status and have you feeling like you just did a Gatorade commercial, I'd advise you to try Nike Training Club. Not only does it give you great workouts, this is the first Nike App that I've seen that is for women! Most sports apps for for guys but this is for us ladies! You can also unlock workouts from famous athletes as well once you unlock certain achievements. Unlock your inner gymnast, tennis player, soccer player, or MMA fighter!


Well there you have it! These are my go to apps at the current moment. I'm sure the list will grow as more apps pop up on the fitness scene and if I like it, I'll share it! I hope you all are breaking a sweat!

xoxo,

::V::



Tuesday, October 22, 2013

Learning to be sexy!

This is like, a super awkward post for me to write so please bear with me.

Today, I realize that I still dress like a "fat" person and not the person that I'm turning into. You know what I mean. Still wearing the baggy clothes that aren't flattering and not putting much effort into how I'm looking. Yeah, that sort of thing.

I figured that the first thing I need to do in order to be confident about my new body is to dress for it. Now this doesn't mean I'm going to be going around half naked, but I would like to look as if I made an effort to look nice. My friend has talked me into trying make-up (I REALLY don't know how to use it) and I decided to start small with sexy undergarments first. I felt silly shopping for them but to be able to shop in the Victoria's Secret store is a huge accomplishment for me. If you've been in there, you'll know that they're things run pretty small, so to be able to actually fit into something almost made me shed a tear. 

So...I came home and made a wish list (which came up to like $730). Being sexy is expensive! But I think it's high time that I invest in myself because I've worked hard to get where I am. It's weird to buy things for myself, but it's something great as well. 

I've learned that I tend to lose weight better when I have "goal" outfits. This is one that I'm shooting for for summer!


Cute, right? I know! Along with a rib tattoo along the lines of this:


Mine would look better of course. I don't want THOSE particular kind of butterflies. Now do you see why I need a flatter stomach for this tattoo?

It's time to get to work! Do you have any goal outfits or goal things that you want to accomplish? Share them with me!

xoxo,

♥V

Sunday, October 20, 2013

Operation: Abs is in effect!

Howdy, Superheroes!

I am finally pushing myself to get abs once and for all so now I'm becoming a lot more serious with my workouts and my eating. I am hoping to have these last 35 pounds gone by March so who's with me? Here is what I'll be doing is you want to follow along!

Monday
45 minutes of moderate morning cardio
Leg Day (ST)
1 hour of light activity

Tuesday
HIIT cardio for an hour!
(Burn baby, burn!)

Wednesday
45 minutes of moderate morning cardio
Arm Day (ST)
1 hour of light activity

Thursday
HIIT cardio for an hour!
(Feel the burn!)

Friday
45 minutes of moderate morning cardio
Ab Day (ST)
1 hour of light activity

Saturday
Active rest day! (Do what you want, you don't HAVE to workout)

Sunday
Just rest. Even God rested on the seventh day!


So there you have it! The morning cardio is meant to be done BEFORE breakfast. Get that furnace in your body burning so that you'll burn the food you eat after your workout! Let's do this!

xoxo,

♥V

Tuesday, September 24, 2013

Day One- Start pics/info and that portion size is cray!

So today I'm starting a 12 week toning plan. My main areas of focus is my waist, my belly and my hips. First let me post my start photos before we get into this.

(I can't remember when I weighed this less. I haven't seen anything below 200 in years!)

(Starting photo: Sorry about the quality!)

(Starting photo: I HAVE to get rid of this stomach fat!)
Waist: 34''
Belly: 42'' (HAVE TO SHRINK THIS!)
Hips: 45

I was pretty self conscious about posting these photos but I'm sure once I reach my goal, I'll be glad that I did. Today was all cardio. I had to do morning cardio as well as evening cardio. I rode my stationary bike and did a total of 13.71 miles today. Tomorrow I have 3 workouts and I'm NOT prepared for it. But I know I must work hard and I'm going to make sure I eat right so that my workouts won't be in vain. Speaking of food, I got some food from Olive Garden today. I hadn't been there in a while. I actually haven't been there since I had gotten sick so I guess I forgot about the portion size. My mom gave me my bag and at first I was wondering why on earth did they put a small bowl of spaghetti and a salad in such a large bag. These portions were huge!

(The salad was pretty big but I ate this first so that I would fill up on more veggies than starch!)

So I put the salad away and pulled out my spaghetti so that I would get to eat it while it was still hot. The amount of pasta in this bowl is something serious. I took TWO bites and I just couldn't force myself to eat anymore (thanks to my salad). I literally can't believe that people finish this much food in the restaurant! There used to be a time where I could eat the whole "Tour de Italy" plate, you know, the one that had a slice of lasagna, chicken parmesan and alfredo. But now, I'm sure I can only eat about one third of that because I'd probably fill up on salad. But here's the pasta bowl, which I'm pretty sure I'll be eating on for the next few days!

(Mind you, my fork is a regular size fork. It looks like plastic silverware with all that freaking pasta in the bowl! Not to mention, the bowl COVERED my legs!)

That's a lot of freaking pasta. If there's someone out there that can eat that whole thing in one sitting, more power to you. I used to be able to do it but I would just feel miserable afterwards. Eating that much pasta causes your stomach to feel very heavy and you'll feel sleepy as it starts to break down. Some people call this sleepy feeling "the itis", I simply call it a slow death. I felt a lot better filling up on salad than I would have if I would've filled up on pasta. Not to mention, they threw about 5 breadsticks into my bag with the spaghetti. I pretty much have the whole flour mill in my bowl, did they really think it was a good idea to throw bread in as well? Oh well, it's just a sign that I should cook more!

I am completely exhausted and I have an early morning to start up my cardio again. I'm really hoping to lose a lot of inches during these 12 weeks. I'm not too focused on the weight loss part. I've lost weight, I just want my body to look good now. Have a great night Superheroes! 

♥V


Monday, September 23, 2013

In Weight Loss, Almost DOES Count!

Hi Superheroes!

So, I was filling out this document for a challenge that I'm doing for like...the next 101 days or something like that, and when I was writing my goal weight, I realized that I'm about 33 pounds from my final goal. In life, people always tell you that "almost doesn't count". Either you do it all the way or don't do it at all. I guess I took that mentality into weight loss because although I've lost a lot of weight, I don't celebrate it. I was too busy looking at the finish line and because I'm not there yet, I still wasn't happy. Looking back on photos from when I was 257 and looking at myself now it a big difference. People who know me notice it but yet when I look in the mirror, I still see all the work that I need to do. But then I remembered that I worked way too hard to get to where I am to not give myself the credit I deserve. Whether you've lost 5, 10, or 20 pounds, it's still pounds that you don't have to carry anymore.

(Muscle and fat weigh the same, muscle just looks more attractive!)

So, this blog post is to give everyone the credit they deserve. You're doing more than you were a month ago. It doesn't matter if you're a long way from your goal. You're almost there and that counts! As long as you stay consistent, you will get there. When you lose motivation, remember where you started and look at where you are now. If you're tired of starting over, STOP GIVING UP! I had to write this post mostly for myself, but I'm sure so many others can relate. I even found some old photos that I can compare to myself today. Back then, I hated cameras and did not like pictures at all. I still hate cameras but I don't think I'm that bad though lol.

(Me, my niece and stepdad in 2011)

(257 pound me in 2011)

(I remember when my friend ask me if I was pregnant in this picture!!!!!!)

(Back in 2012 when I thought that THIS was skinny. Sucking it in doesn't make it skinny lol)

(Uh...HORRIBLE!)

So after looking at those before photos, I think I appreciate my journey so much more. I used to get down and upset if the scale wasn't moving in the right direction or if I didn't see fast progress. One thing I have noticed is that I lost about 3 stomachs (THANK GOD!) and you can actually see my waist. I now see that almost does count. I'm almost there and I'm still trying and at the end of the day, that's all that matters. Pat yourself on the back for your almost completed journey. You've worked hard for it!

(70 pounds lighter, although I only like this picture from a distance)

(I don't care if I'm not at my goal weight. To be able to do this is a HUGE NSV for me!!)

(I took this in July. I've never been this small before since I was like...a fetus or something)

xoxo,
♥V

Saturday, September 21, 2013

20 Tips For Weight Loss

Howdy! I'm here to give you a few tips on how to lose fat that I've learned since being on my journey. Let's do this!

1. Drink your water!!
A personal trainer once told me that the cells in your body are like little sponges. If you don't drink enough water, these cells absorb fat. Water is important, it makes up 60% of your body and 75% of the brain. To keep your organs functioning properly, be sure to stay hydrated!

2. Make your plate a rainbow!!
Do you realize that junk food (burgers, fries, candy), fried foods and other things that are bad for you are usually dull colors? For example, fried chicken is all brown and burger/hot dog buns are brown and meat high in fat are usually brown when you cook them. Foods bright in color, like tomatoes, peppers, and apples are colorful and also healthy. The more colorful your plate is, the healthier it is (and I'm talking about it's natural color so don't try to go and put food coloring on junk).

3. Cut out fast food!!
Say you went to McDonalds for lunch and got a simple McChicken, medium fry and a medium Dr. Pepper. That's already a total of 930 calories for that one meal. In my situation, I have to eat about 1,300 calories a day to lose weight. If I were to eat that meal, I'd only have 370 calories left for dinner. I'd be starving later! Just cut out fast food to avoid that because you can't out exercise a bad diet!

4. Cut out sodas- even the diet ones!
Simply put, soda has no nutritional value. It's just a bunch of sugar and caffeine that gives you a rush and leaves you with a headache when you crash. Stay away from diet sodas also because most of them contain aspartame, which is linked to causing cancer and can cause you to have symptoms that mimic life threatening diseases.

5. Fuel your body!
Properly fueling your body keeps your metabolism up (which is needed to burn fat) and gives you the energy you need to work out and do your everyday things.

6. Treat yourself!
When people "diet", they tend to cut out all of their favorite things and then end up over indulging when they decide to just have "a little". You can have a little ice cream, just don't eat the whole gallon. You can even have a brownie, just don't eat the whole pan. Moderation is the key!

7. Don't give up!
Trust me, you didn't gain weight overnight so don't expect to lose 10 pounds in 2 days or something. Isn't the saying "slow and steady wins the race"? If you stay consistent and focus on slow long term weight loss, you'll be successful!

8. Eat 5 small meals a day.
I had to learn this one the hard way. I found myself only eating when I was hungry and I would usually overeat. By eating multiple small meals, it combats hunger and keeps your metabolism up and running. No starvation mode for you!

9. Eat slower.
When you're full, your body sends a chemical message to the brain letting you know. If you eat too fast, you're not giving your body time to receive this message and you usually don't know you're full until you physically feel it. By that time, it's too late and you're feeling stuffed and ready to explode. Give your body time to process your eating and you'll do just fine.

10. Stop looking for quick fixes!!
I can't stress this enough! If people put more time and energy into working out and eating right than they did trying to find an easier way, obesity would NOT be an epidemic! It irritates me to no end when I see people using those body wraps, pills and other supplements that guarantees results without diet and exercise. For one, those wraps mostly cause you to sweat, so if you lose weight, it's water weight. Once you take that wrap off, gravity will began to work and the fat that you squished together is going to go right back to where it was before the wrap. Pills have horrible side effects (uh hello! FDA hasn't approved them for a reason). Because people are lazy, the health/fitness section of business is one of the most profitable businesses in the world. Get it together people!

11. Focus on inches, not the scale.
The scale moves in different directions throughout the day. I once watched a video of a woman who weighed herself and then drank 2 cups of water and gained like 2 pounds after drinking it. Focus on inches, they're a lot more stable that the number on the scale and when you lose inches, people notice quicker!

12. Learn your portion sizes!

13. If your food comes with a label, read it!
Be sure to read your labels, even for foods that are supposed to be healthy for you. Many foods contain a lot of salt and preservatives in order to stay fresh, so know what you're putting into your body.

14. Cut down on alcohol.
If you plan on having a beer belly forever, then continue drinking. If you want to lose belly fat, I'd advise you to cut it out of your diet. It's just filled with empty calories and it slows down your ability to burn fat!

15. Track your food!
If you nibble it, scribble it. If you bite it, write it. We tend to eat more than what we think due to guessing our portion sizes. When you become aware of how much you're putting into your body, you'll have more control and success in losing weight!

16. Cook more.
If you prepare your meals, you know everything that is going in it. You can control all of the bad stuff which helps you in the long run!

17. Challenge yourself!
Your muscles have a memory of its own. Be sure to switch up your routines and continue challenging yourself to get the most out of your workouts.

18. Don't skip breakfast!
Because you're supposed to sleep 7-8 hours a night, if you go too long without eating after you wake up, your body goes into starvation mode. This causes your body to store the food you consume instead of burning it. Get a head start in your day by making sure you get your breakfast!

19. Find a buddy!
Working out is so much more fun when you have someone to workout with. Time goes by a lot faster when you're in company of someone with the same goals. Support is very important in successful weight loss so grab a friend, significant other or family member and get to work!

20. Sleep!
When you sleep, your body is repairing itself from the normal wear and tear of your day. Be sure to get 7-8 hours to be refreshed and ready to take on the world when you wake up!

I hope these tips help! I'm sure I'll pick up more along the way and I'll be sure to share them with you. Leave a comment down below if you have a tip that isn't listed! Until again, Superheroes! 

xoxo,

V