This is like, a super awkward post for me to write so please bear with me.
Today, I realize that I still dress like a "fat" person and not the person that I'm turning into. You know what I mean. Still wearing the baggy clothes that aren't flattering and not putting much effort into how I'm looking. Yeah, that sort of thing.
I figured that the first thing I need to do in order to be confident about my new body is to dress for it. Now this doesn't mean I'm going to be going around half naked, but I would like to look as if I made an effort to look nice. My friend has talked me into trying make-up (I REALLY don't know how to use it) and I decided to start small with sexy undergarments first. I felt silly shopping for them but to be able to shop in the Victoria's Secret store is a huge accomplishment for me. If you've been in there, you'll know that they're things run pretty small, so to be able to actually fit into something almost made me shed a tear.
So...I came home and made a wish list (which came up to like $730). Being sexy is expensive! But I think it's high time that I invest in myself because I've worked hard to get where I am. It's weird to buy things for myself, but it's something great as well.
I've learned that I tend to lose weight better when I have "goal" outfits. This is one that I'm shooting for for summer!
Cute, right? I know! Along with a rib tattoo along the lines of this:
Mine would look better of course. I don't want THOSE particular kind of butterflies. Now do you see why I need a flatter stomach for this tattoo?
It's time to get to work! Do you have any goal outfits or goal things that you want to accomplish? Share them with me!
xoxo,
♥V♥
